disappointing...= =

really got disappoint by my computing technology de groupmates..total up got 7 ppl..but oni 6 staying together giving ideas..then everyone is like doing their own things n da idea out is childhood life..i hav no idea on wat they wan to do wif tis topic n...ahhh!!! they juz dump everything n leave it to me n juz tell me write anything on da topic childhood n it's enuf..= =''' really..i tot they r dependable,c c turn out..they depend on me..haizz...cant do anything lo..juz hav to cramp my head n finish it tonite..hopefully i can hav a super gud idea ^^
hehhee..time's up! time for~cramping head time~^^

which is more important..dota or me??

read tis article yesterday ^^ it's well written n very touching..i wonder if it's a real story but  still..almost cried~but..coz it's written in chinese n my chinese is very bad..so da feel is not so strong..well..tis story is bout tis guy..he's a full time dota player,he almost playing dota 24 hours..one day,as usual he went for a dota game competition..during da break,he stayed in da computer room to chat wif his frens..n he came across tis girl,nuo er..tis girl is a very pure n cute person..soon,they falled in love wif each other^^ then one day,they decided to meet each other in da real life..they started well~soon,they starts to date in da real life..almost everyday,da guy will receive an e-mail from da girl asking him not to date other girls..at tat moment,everyone is envy of tis couple,but..their sweet time doesn't hold long..soon,da guy asked da girl not to find him or call him unless he finds her..da girl nod n agree to wat he said coz she loves him..time passes very fast,n da guy did not call da girl or even log in his msn..he oni cares bout his dota career..one day,a guy uses da girls phone to call him n scolds him fiercely..da guy starts to feel curious n keep call da girls phone..afta he tried to call for almost half an hour..at last,da girls father answered it..he told him tat da girl had passed away ><..at da very moment,da guy is speechless..he cant think of anything..all in his mind is da girl's smile,da girl's voice n everything tat's related to da girl..he starts to regret for not spending more time wif da girl..da next day,he when for da girl's funeral..da girl's death hav really change his totally..he no longer play dota n he starts to concentrate on a real career..at da end of da story..he says tat he'll continue love da girl n quit his gaming habit..izzit it a touching story? i hope it's not a real story..coz it'll b painful to lose our love ones..^^

1st blog ^^

hehe...i've created tis account since last year~but tis is my 1st time post something on my blog^^ 1st,i created tis blog coz my fren asked me to..but i create n left it like tat..then now i starts to write coz i got inspired by my other fren coz i think wat he says is quite reasonable..da blog not oni let me to update my frens but oso as a dairy for myself..i can write anything tat's on my mind on tis blog without having problem tat i cant find my listener as da blog itself will soon b my regular listener..here will soon hav all my sadness n happiness written on..soon,here will b full of colours' of my life^^ i wont ask anyone to follow me here but i'll still write my blog coz~here will b my other life ^^ <3